Monday, November 26, 2007

I wanna leave!

I don't understand why are you treating me like this.. What did i do to deserve all of this? I don't expect anything from you but at least when i do something for you, you could least say Thank you or you did something wrong you could say Sorry.. Come on man, where's your manners?

Seriously, you are scarying me day by day, moment after moment.. I know you have a temper but i don't know why you cant keep it under control.. What has got into you? Seems like you blame everyone but yourself.. When something goes wrong, I'm the first to be blame.. Come on, you should at least be more alert on what happening.. I don't understand why you have to vent your anger on me.. You got a temper, keep it under control!

I seriuosly think that if i carry on here, i will be the one that has to be brought to Mental Hospital or maybe i will die first.. Won't it be better that if i die first and that i won't have to worry about anything and you will leave a better life without me? Here i'm trying to do my best and it seems that you don't appreaciate me at all..

I really appreaciate what you have given to me, done for me and etc but i dont know why i keep on trying.. Izzit cause i want my freedom? I wanna have fun but each time i do so, it's always at the end that something unpleasent will come out from your mouth.. There were times that I wanna leave but i didn't.. WHY! Why didn't i do so? Maybe i was scared or maybe i didn't know where to go..

You leave me with no choice and all i have to say is that I HATE you.. Seriously, I HATE YOU!