Thursday, February 21, 2008

Izzit God's blessing or izzit because that it is Corbin Bleu's birthday

Surprisingly, today morning sales was quite good.. Even though, i did only 3 sales, i felt like it was a lot..

The first customer bought 3 Japan jerseys which came in total of $303.

The second customer bought 2 T-shirt which came in total of $180 and

the third customer bought a cap which cost $35.

In total, i made $518..

I wish everyday was like that and need not worry about hitting my target..

Anyways, just wanna thank God for today and also wish Corbin Bleu a Happy Birthday.. Here's a song for you and only for you!

Happy Birthday to You
Happy Birthday to You
Happy Birthday to Corbin...
Whoooooo
Happy Birthday to You!

God is blessing you now
God is blessing you now
God is blessing you now...
Whoooooo
God is blessing you now!

Here's a msg for you and only for you:-
May all your dreams come ture and may i and your fans see you in the High School Musical 3 and other shows too.. I wish you all the BEST in everything and anything you do!
xoxo
Tash

Tuesday, February 19, 2008

Season of Love - RENT Soundtrack

525,600 minutes
525,000 moments so dear
525,600minutes
how do you measure, measure a year?
in daylights
in sunsets
in midnights
in cups of coffee
in inches
in miles
in laughter and strive
in 525,600 minutes
how do you measure a year in the life?
how about love
how about love
how about love
measure in love
seasons of love


525,600 minutes
525,000 journeys to a place
525,600 minutes
how do you measure the life of a women or a man?
in truth that she learned
or in times that he cryed
in bridges he burned
of the way that she died
it's time to sing out thought the story never ends
lets celerbrate
remember a year in the life of friends
remember the love
remember the love
remember the love
measure measure your life in love
seasons of love
seasons of love
measure your life
measure you life in love

God Bless All
Tash

Thursday, February 14, 2008

Valentine’s Day Ideas for Singles

Maybe your significant other is overseas in the military. Maybe you have suffered a recent divorce. Whatever the reason, you may find yourself alone this Valentine’s Day. Does this mean you should sit at home feeling sorry for yourself? I think not. Here are some ideas for people who find themselves alone this year.

1. Take yourself out.
Who says you have to have a member of the opposite sex take you out? I do not see anything wrong with getting all dressed up to go out with the person you should have the most fun with, you. So go put on your best dress or suit and have a night on the town by yourself. At least you won’t spend the whole night worrying about whether or not you have salad in your teeth.

2. Go out with your other single friends.
I’m sure that you have some other friends that are in the same predicament you are in. Why not call up one of your friends that you haven’t seen in a while and go out with him or her. I am sure that your friend will appreciate you thinking about him or her.

3. Volunteer at a non-profit.
Sometimes the best way to stop feeling sorry for yourself is to help someone less fortunate. I am sure that there are plenty of nonprofits in your area that would LOVE to have you volunteer for the day. Just type in non-profit organization or volunteer opportunity in your search engine to find an opportunity near you.

4. Offer to baby-sit.
I can’t think of a better way to help out a young family with kids than to offer to baby-sit for them so they can enjoy their night out. I mean you weren’t going to do anything else besides sit at home and wallow in your self-pity, anyway. This way they can owe you one.

5. Send yourself flowers and candy.
Just go to one of the online florists and order a bouquet of flowers and candy sent to yourself. If you could have them sent to your office at work that would be even better. You could even have the card addressed, “From Your Secret Admirer.” You could act all surprised and wonder who in the world could have done such a nice thing.

6. Adopt a soldier and send him/her a Valentine’s Day card.
There are several sites online that have resources for you to help American soldiers. http://www.noanie.com is an example of one of these types of sites. I am not affiliated with this website at all, I just wanted to list it here so you could find an address to send your valentine’s day cards to.

Being alone at Valentine’s Day doesn’t have to be the end of the world. If you’re creative, you can find ways to make this day a bearable, maybe even a memorable experience.

Monday, February 11, 2008

Thanks Edy

Today, Edy finally came to start work at FIFA.. I was happy coz i had someone to talk to.. I just don't know why i couldn't start a coversation with my other FIFA working friends except for my supervisor and Qi Hui but i could easily start a conversation with Edy..

Usually, when i go for work, I don't really talk that much.. It was just a hi and smile thingy and nothing else.. I'm usually the quiet one there.. Seriously, i don't know what to talk to them about.. Sometimes, i feel like i'm so extra over there while other times i feel like i'm non - exsistant to them..

Whenever i'm with Edy, I feel that i could be myself and we can just talk about anything.. I jsut feel so comfortable talking to him..

I always blame myself for whatever problem that pop up and someone told me that it's not always your fault.. You can't always blame yourself.. I always feel that i was born unlucky and someone told me that you are not unlucky.. You are actually very unique.. It's just that you think that way and make yourself think that way..

I really wanna thank God for letting me have a friend like Edy.. He's really a great friend to chat with and i really appreaciate having him as a friend..

Thanks
You are the BEST!
God Bless
Tash

Sunday, February 10, 2008

A script which my sis has done for her play and I find it very interesting!

If you are able to hear me, please listen to me.
I don’t want you to leave me!
Everything feels so wrong without you.
If you can hear me, please say something.
You have been sleeping too long!
Oh God, please give her strength. I want her to stay so bad.
She’s the only one I have.
She’s the only one I run to, and hide for shelter from the cold reality of our daily lives.

Oh Nessa, if you didn’t make it through, some things will be lift unsaid.
So, I have no choice but to say them now.
I love you more than life itself.
You are the only person that I can truly talk to, and never have reservations about what to say.
I feel like a different person around you, and that I can truly be myself, and I don’t have to impress anyone.
And that is the best feeling in the whole world.
Just knowing that you might be leaving me is killing me right now.
If you leave me, nothing will be right.
You won’t be there to save me from myself.
Who will I call at 3:00 in the morning when something won’t get off my mind?
Who!?
Please oh please, don’t go.
Just fight one day longer please.
You are the only one that makes my life worth living.
So if you leave, out walks my reason to carry on.
Everyday, will feel empty, and the only thing I will be able to think about is what we could have done if you are still here.
I will ache, and I will cry, and I will never be the same. So don’t go. I’m asking you, will all of my heart, please…

Thursday, February 7, 2008

Wasted

Standing at the back door
She tried to make it fast
One tear hit the hard wood
It fell like broken glass
She said sometimes love slips away
And you just can't get it back
Let's face it

For one split second
She almost turned around
But that would be like pouring rain drops
Back into a cloud
So she took another step and said
I see the way out and I'm gonna' take it

I don't wanna' spend my life jaded
Waiting to wake up one day and find
That I've let all these years go by
Wasted

Another glass of whisky but it still don't kill the pain
So he stumbles to the sink and pours it down the drain
He says it's time to be a man and stop living for yesterday
Gotta face it.

Cause' I don't wanna' spend my life jaded
Waiting to wake up one day and find
That I've let all these years go by
Wasted

Oh I don't wanna' keep on wishing, missing
The still of the morning, the color of the night
I ain't spending no more time
Wasted

She kept drivin' along
Till the moon and the sun were floating side-by-side
He looked in the mirror and his eyes were clear
For the first time in a while

Hey, yeah,
Oh, I don't wanna' spend my life jaded
Waiting to wake up one day and find
That I've let all these years go by
Wasted

Oh I don't wanna' keep on wishing, missing
The still of the morning, the color of the night
I ain't spending no more time
Wasted

Oh, I don't wanna' spend my life jaded
Waiting to wake up one day and find
That I've let all these years go by
Wasted

Yeah, yeah
Oh I don't wanna' keep on wishing, missing
The still of the morning, the color of the night
I ain't spending no more time
Wasted

I just can't get this song out of my head..
I just love this song!

God Bless all
Tash

P.S. Happy Birthday Naz!

Wednesday, February 6, 2008

There's nothing that I can say

He call his own family a fucked up family!

Monday, February 4, 2008

What is happiness?

Happiness is not only making me happy when i'm down but it's also being with the one i love, holding each other hand tightly and not letting it go and our hearts beating as one.

God Bless U
Tash

Saturday, February 2, 2008

Problems

I don't know what has happened to me but the last few days, i cry myself to sleep.. I seem to be blamming myslef for all the mistakes i made and i feel soooo useless coz i can't seem to find a sloution to solve it..

I don't know why i lived in a life full of problems.. For me, home is something like where your heart belongs, where you could go to for answers, where you could have peace, where you never wanna leave.. but it doesn't seem like that at all.. It's always noisy or people shouting.. It just never felt like it's home.. It's just feels like a place where i go to sleep or do my work.. I have always dread going home and still am.. I have always admire other people's families.. and just make me wanna be part of them too..

Not only outside but also at work.. I know that i'm slow at catching up in order to learn the cashier but others want me to be fast.. For me, when i do things fast, i tend to make mistakes and even panic coz i may press the wrong button and that worries me A LOT! I know that i'm trying my very best already but i just feel so let down.. Like i keep asking for help and i scared that they will think why i cant get it in my head..

It's just made me feel like i'm stupid and useless.. and is worrying me A LOT! I really don't wanna ask God for help coz there's a saying that, "If God gives you what you ask for, he will take something back like in return." That something is either priceless or precious.. and it has already happened to me and that's why i don't want to HIM for help.. I always think that i could solve it myself but this time, i'm really lost, scared & worried!

lost, scared & worried
Tash