I hope you watch it!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KyV1WKLnDfA
It's done by me, Tash!
Sunday, April 27, 2008
Sunday, April 20, 2008
Beowolf Jam!
Me & Melly @ Lasalle, Flexible Space, F102 after her performance
Melly
Melly & friends (The lady in blue gave her a flower) so sweet!
Hannah, Anisah (in green), Syhairah, Melly & Ain
Her friends from NASS
Me, my mum & Melly @ Lasalle
Yesterday, my mum and i went to Melly's performance and Melly's friends from NASS also were there coz we met up with them.. I wish the play was longer coz it felt like it was only half an hour and i really enjoyed watching her perform and other of her friends too.. She's REALLY and good actress and i meant it.. I'm really glad and appreaciate that i have such a sis who could act so well and thank God for it!
More pics for Beowolf Jam! coming soon!
Pics for We Will Rock You musical also coming soon!
Sorry for all the delay!
God Bless All
Tash ;)
Thursday, April 17, 2008
WHY??
Why did this had to happen to me?? Where am i going to find one in such short notice?? Now, i finally realised why you have been asking me whether i have found it..
You are soooo DAMM smart and i have always been the stupid one to have you walk all on me and listened to you and always think that you were right..
There will be a day that i will be able to prove you wrong but now in your eyes, i'm wrong..
You are soooo DAMM smart and i have always been the stupid one to have you walk all on me and listened to you and always think that you were right..
There will be a day that i will be able to prove you wrong but now in your eyes, i'm wrong..
Tuesday, April 15, 2008
WHY & IF
I was just listening to the song, Hosanna.. I was also thinking of HIM too.. I sang along with the song.. I almost cried but didn't.. I don't know why..
There were many things that i was thinking about.. There are many things that i not solved yet.. There are so many WHY & IF going through in my head!
Sometimes, when i go to church, Pastor Kong always said, "Those who are backslider or wants to come back, please raise your hand." I didn't raise my hand up even though, i was a backslider.. WHY? I don't know!
There were many things that i was thinking about.. There are many things that i not solved yet.. There are so many WHY & IF going through in my head!
Sometimes, when i go to church, Pastor Kong always said, "Those who are backslider or wants to come back, please raise your hand." I didn't raise my hand up even though, i was a backslider.. WHY? I don't know!
Thursday, April 10, 2008
I'm sorry
Sorry, i couldn't attend your performance for tonight.. I doubt i could attend tomrrow too.. I really wanna be there to show you my support and applaud you for all your hard work and all but you know my reason why i couldn't come but don't worry, i promise that i will come for your upcoming performance but i'm keeping my hopes up that i could attend tomorrow..
You don't have to worry about sooo much.. I will be supporting you now till we die in all your performance and i know how much hard work you have put in and all.. Keep doing and i'm supporting you all the way!
May God Bless You
Tash
You don't have to worry about sooo much.. I will be supporting you now till we die in all your performance and i know how much hard work you have put in and all.. Keep doing and i'm supporting you all the way!
May God Bless You
Tash
Monday, April 7, 2008
Why do most of the good things that i had to end up me crying?
Yesterday, when i came back from NTUC, my sis told me that her friend had an extra ticket to the musical, We Will Rock You! I was excited and i had to only pay her friend $52 dollars because it was student price..
We went to have dinner before going for the musical.. While we were eating, another of my sis's friend who was supposed to meet us at 7:30pm because she didn't want to have dinner with us, didn't want to come and at first they couldn't find a last min replacement but one of them suggested Janice, also one of their friends and they called her and she liked ran and took a taxi down and rushed all the way to the esplanade hall just on time..
I had a good seat and at first couldn't believe that i got the ticket but was really thankful to her friend.. The musical started and thoughout the whole musical, it was really very very funny, enjoyable and i had fun.. There was an interval at about 9:27pm.. The musical started at 8pm and ended at 11pm..
After the musical ended, seriously, i wish i didn't had to leave but i gotta because i had work the next day and my sis wanted to meet MiG Ayesa but we had to go home..
On the way to the train station, i messaged HIM, that i was on the way to the train station.. In the train, HE called me and i said that now i am at Lavender station.. HE said, "Do you know what time is it now?" I said, "The musical ended at 11pm." HE said, "You could have leave halfway through. Do you know that you have work tomorrow? How could you be so irresponsible?"
Seriously, I have been trying to bear with for quite long already and i always give in to you and whatever you ask me to do, i do it without complain.. What more do you want? Why do you always have to vent your anger on me.. You are always finding excuses to vent your anger on me or scold me..
I used to hate you soooo much but i thought, ok i give you one more last chance and seriously, i was right in the past.. I just should have hated you.. You seriously think that you are always right and that i'm wrong.. What ever i said or do in the past, now or later in the future is wrong and whatever you said or do in the past, now or later in the future is right..
I having trying to just bear it all inside and if one day, i happen to explode, or become crazy and have to sent to the mental hospital, i would not only be happy but i will also blame you.. You seriously hurt me ALOT and i really meant every word i said..
Sometimes, i wonder, what the **** is wrong with you.. You said it yourself that once i get a job, i could go out and come home late but not all the time.. Come on man! This is THE first time, iwent out using my own $$$ and i got a job.. You won't even let me out.. What kind of person are you? Which planet were you from? Did i owe you in my past life? Have you gone mad? Do you need some kind of treatment in your brain?
I don't know why i'm still here..
We went to have dinner before going for the musical.. While we were eating, another of my sis's friend who was supposed to meet us at 7:30pm because she didn't want to have dinner with us, didn't want to come and at first they couldn't find a last min replacement but one of them suggested Janice, also one of their friends and they called her and she liked ran and took a taxi down and rushed all the way to the esplanade hall just on time..
I had a good seat and at first couldn't believe that i got the ticket but was really thankful to her friend.. The musical started and thoughout the whole musical, it was really very very funny, enjoyable and i had fun.. There was an interval at about 9:27pm.. The musical started at 8pm and ended at 11pm..
After the musical ended, seriously, i wish i didn't had to leave but i gotta because i had work the next day and my sis wanted to meet MiG Ayesa but we had to go home..
On the way to the train station, i messaged HIM, that i was on the way to the train station.. In the train, HE called me and i said that now i am at Lavender station.. HE said, "Do you know what time is it now?" I said, "The musical ended at 11pm." HE said, "You could have leave halfway through. Do you know that you have work tomorrow? How could you be so irresponsible?"
Seriously, I have been trying to bear with for quite long already and i always give in to you and whatever you ask me to do, i do it without complain.. What more do you want? Why do you always have to vent your anger on me.. You are always finding excuses to vent your anger on me or scold me..
I used to hate you soooo much but i thought, ok i give you one more last chance and seriously, i was right in the past.. I just should have hated you.. You seriously think that you are always right and that i'm wrong.. What ever i said or do in the past, now or later in the future is wrong and whatever you said or do in the past, now or later in the future is right..
I having trying to just bear it all inside and if one day, i happen to explode, or become crazy and have to sent to the mental hospital, i would not only be happy but i will also blame you.. You seriously hurt me ALOT and i really meant every word i said..
Sometimes, i wonder, what the **** is wrong with you.. You said it yourself that once i get a job, i could go out and come home late but not all the time.. Come on man! This is THE first time, iwent out using my own $$$ and i got a job.. You won't even let me out.. What kind of person are you? Which planet were you from? Did i owe you in my past life? Have you gone mad? Do you need some kind of treatment in your brain?
I don't know why i'm still here..
Wednesday, April 2, 2008
Marriage
Why do most couples get married?
-They love each other
-They want to start a family
-They are right for each other
Why after marriage, they divorce?
-They have not feelings for each other
-They felt that they made the wrong choice
-They fight too much and so the best way is divorce
What happens to the kids?
-Some fight for custody
-They separate them
-They heck care
I have seen, heard this type of cases and that's why i fear of getting married.. It's not because i dont' want to leave my parents and stay by them all my life but it's because of all this cases that is happening even up till now.. Here are some cases which i feel i should let you know..
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Case 1
This couple get married. Have kids. The husband doesn't love the wife but the wife loves the husband. They didn't divorce but the husband kept on saying that he made a wrong choice in the first place. He kept on saying that he shouldn't have married her and didn't know what he see in her at that time.
Everytime they fight, the husband blames her for all the wrong doings and the wife had no other choice but to defend herself. The wife never thought of divorcing the husband but ever thought of leaving the hosue.
As usual, the kids were innocent and didn't want the family to break up and they suffer a lot becasue this isn't the first time they see their parents fight.
Case 2
This couple get married. Have kids. After few years with the kids, they had lots of problems. The husband blames the wife for having kids. The wife blames the husband and they started fighting. In the end, they divorce.
The husband doesn't want the kids and so the kids stays with their mum. Since the kids are still young, their mum told them their father had passed away.
Case 3
This couple gets married. Have kids. The couple always fight and most of the time the kids are trying to stop the fight. The wife had enough of all this and she walked out on the family.
Years later, the wife returned and wants back the family. The husband couldn't forgive her but the kids are willing to forgive her.
Case 4
Ths couple gets married. No kids but still end up in divorce. Few years later, met each other again at some place and clear things up and patched up. Get married again but still end up in divorce.
Case 5
This couple gets married. Have kids. This couple end up in divorce but the couple fights for custody of the kids. Since they had two kids, one of the kid stays with the mum while the other stays with the dad.
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I have never thought of myself getting married because i don't want any of these cases to happen to me. Yes, i do love kids but for the sake of getting married to have kids, that's not gonna happen to me.
For me, what is firstly important is:-
-Trust
-Understanding
-Love
Trust
There must be a trust becasue if i can't trust you, then what the point of us being together. I must be able to trust you like how i trust my other girlfriends.
Understanding
Firstly, you have to understand my problem before you do anything. Secondly, you have to understand what am i going through before you say anything.
Love
Love is not about, I love you, you love me.. No, not like that. Love is VERY important to me. Once you break my heart, there's not second chance. Happiness is also important to me. Happiness is not only making me happy when i'm down but it's being with the one i love, holding each other hand tightly and not letting it go and out hearts beating as one. You must also be able to me smile whenever i see you or laugh to your jokes.
I know it's alot to ask for but at least i can find 2 out of 3, i glad with that.
Any comments, do leave on my tag board!
Hope you enjoy reading my blog!
God Bless All
Tash
-They love each other
-They want to start a family
-They are right for each other
Why after marriage, they divorce?
-They have not feelings for each other
-They felt that they made the wrong choice
-They fight too much and so the best way is divorce
What happens to the kids?
-Some fight for custody
-They separate them
-They heck care
I have seen, heard this type of cases and that's why i fear of getting married.. It's not because i dont' want to leave my parents and stay by them all my life but it's because of all this cases that is happening even up till now.. Here are some cases which i feel i should let you know..
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Case 1
This couple get married. Have kids. The husband doesn't love the wife but the wife loves the husband. They didn't divorce but the husband kept on saying that he made a wrong choice in the first place. He kept on saying that he shouldn't have married her and didn't know what he see in her at that time.
Everytime they fight, the husband blames her for all the wrong doings and the wife had no other choice but to defend herself. The wife never thought of divorcing the husband but ever thought of leaving the hosue.
As usual, the kids were innocent and didn't want the family to break up and they suffer a lot becasue this isn't the first time they see their parents fight.
Case 2
This couple get married. Have kids. After few years with the kids, they had lots of problems. The husband blames the wife for having kids. The wife blames the husband and they started fighting. In the end, they divorce.
The husband doesn't want the kids and so the kids stays with their mum. Since the kids are still young, their mum told them their father had passed away.
Case 3
This couple gets married. Have kids. The couple always fight and most of the time the kids are trying to stop the fight. The wife had enough of all this and she walked out on the family.
Years later, the wife returned and wants back the family. The husband couldn't forgive her but the kids are willing to forgive her.
Case 4
Ths couple gets married. No kids but still end up in divorce. Few years later, met each other again at some place and clear things up and patched up. Get married again but still end up in divorce.
Case 5
This couple gets married. Have kids. This couple end up in divorce but the couple fights for custody of the kids. Since they had two kids, one of the kid stays with the mum while the other stays with the dad.
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I have never thought of myself getting married because i don't want any of these cases to happen to me. Yes, i do love kids but for the sake of getting married to have kids, that's not gonna happen to me.
For me, what is firstly important is:-
-Trust
-Understanding
-Love
Trust
There must be a trust becasue if i can't trust you, then what the point of us being together. I must be able to trust you like how i trust my other girlfriends.
Understanding
Firstly, you have to understand my problem before you do anything. Secondly, you have to understand what am i going through before you say anything.
Love
Love is not about, I love you, you love me.. No, not like that. Love is VERY important to me. Once you break my heart, there's not second chance. Happiness is also important to me. Happiness is not only making me happy when i'm down but it's being with the one i love, holding each other hand tightly and not letting it go and out hearts beating as one. You must also be able to me smile whenever i see you or laugh to your jokes.
I know it's alot to ask for but at least i can find 2 out of 3, i glad with that.
Any comments, do leave on my tag board!
Hope you enjoy reading my blog!
God Bless All
Tash
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