What have been happening?!?!?!

9 Feb 2009
I actually, thought of going over to Pipit place to hang out with her but she had plans and i thought of wanting to hang out with Ai Li but she had her projcet plans too.

I was bored so i thought of going to Phoon Huat and luckily Jiali was free so she accomapnied me there. I wanted to see how the place look like and what are the stuff there sell there.

Was glad that i went there. I even had lunch with Jiali at a nearby coffee shop and we sat there chatting till 4 plus. Was really a great chatting time with Jiali. Later at right Hong Poh message me that class for 10 feb is starting at 9am and i couldnt believe it.

Message him back and we continued messaging and the best part i found out was that his project group who had Kane, Darren, Edward and including him was there at Ai Li place supposed to do project but swam at her pool instead and shocking part was that Edward took out his shirt and swam too and i wasnt there to see it. OMG!!!!!!

I told Hong Poh, how come he didnt invite me and he said that it will be pretty weird coz only their group memebers plus Ai Li group memebers were there and it would be weird for me plus they didnt had a place to do their project so they had last min plans to go Ai Li place..

I called Pipit up and told her about it and she was laughing throughout coz she knows that i like Edward and she also likes when i talk about Edward!!!! You should have really seen my expression when Hong Poh told me that!!!!

10 Feb 2009
Went for class and Hong Poh kept on teasting me and saying that if i wanted to see the photo i will have to pay $2 and only for a glance!!!! Thats like robbing me, haha!!! Ai Li also told me that she got special information and if i wanted to know about it, i will have to pay her $5 and i told her its like robbing the bank!!! haha!!!!

Throughout the whole day, they have been teasing me and i really had a good time in IS class!!!! Class ended early so Ai Li, Hong Poh, Kane and me went to West Mall and then we hang out outside the mrt station being crazy for awhile before going in and we sat down as the train keep passing and we did not board any. We kept on saying, Next one, next one but we didnt till we met Vaan, Dani and Zhao Wen and we boarded the train with them.

We sat in the last cabin and Vaan started singing and it was VERY funny and there was one guy in front of us and his expresion on his face looks like he thinks we are all crazy. Haha!!! I had fun!!!!

11 Feb 2009
I didnt want to go back so early so i waited for Ai Li and gang at the station. When they came, i was pretty shocked to see Edward too and i seriously thought that he was coming too. Since Kane wanted bubble tea so we waited for him and Edward asked me why i didnt want to go back and i told him that my home has problem and i didnt want to get involved in it.

I asked him if he was coming with us and he said that he cant coz he had to go elsewhere. We also me Bernice and friends there too and we chatted with them till Kane was done. After Kane was done, we left together with Edward but he didnt take the train with us.

Hong Poh, Ai Li, Kane and me went to Bishan coz Ai Li wanted to look for and job and they also wanted to accompined me as they know that i didnt want to go home yet. They are really such nice friends and i am really thankful for that.

12 Feb 2009
Nothing much really happen but i told Pipit what happen and she is always ever ready to listen to my stories and im glad i have a friend like her.

13 feb 2009
Ai Li and i were supposed to go Bugis but we change our minds and went to Kane house instead coz Deborah wanted to make cookies and so Ai Li, Siew Koon, Deborah and I went to Kane house. Edward was supposed to come but he changed his mind last minute.

Reached Kane house and Siew Koon and i couldnt believe that Kane room is a bomb shelter. Kane place has a really nice swimming pool which is as nice and Pipit place.

I really had fun at Kane place even though for a moment Kane saw that i was bored and he kept on saying that he was sorry that his house really got nothing to do but i didnt blame him at all and told him that it wasnt his fault and he needc not say sorry.

I felt that i really bonded alot with Ai Li and im glad that happen coz she and Pipit are my BEST friends and i didnt expect that i would make BEST friends in Shatec.

It was really an interesting, fun and bonded day for me and im am really thankful for all of this!

14 Feb 2009
HAPPY VALENTINE DAY!!!!!!!
Edward was late for class and i seriously thought that he wasnt coming for class. I really wanted to wish him Happy Valentine! Dani received Roses from her boyfriend. This man came into our class and was saying that he was sorry that he interupted our class and that he was looking for Kim and i was thinking, who is Kim and i say that Dani liftedup her hand and went to collect the roses.

WOW!!!! Her boyfriend is really DAMN good and sweet and romantic!!! Aww, Ai Li and i wish that we had a boyfriend like Dani!!!! We planed last minute that Ai Li, Pipit, Jiali, Felix and i will have lunch and that Jiali will introduced us a place to eat.

Jiali is really a DAMN excellent person coz she knows like the BEST places where they have great and awesome food in Singapore and me leaving in Singapore for 21 years have no idea about it.. How bad can i be huh????

I really had fun time with my friends and im already missing them!!! I cant wait to see them on Monday.

Thank you Lord for such a great week!!!!

6 Feb 2008

Today we had test during IS class and im pretty happy that i kind of did well in it. I really glad that i did better than the other time.

After IS class, Jiali, Annie, Siew Koon, Pipit, Hong Poh, Ai Li, Edward and me went for a movie at the The Cathy and we watched Benjamin Buttons which was i very nice and sad movie but it was abit too long.

After that, we went to eat at Astons and i have never been to that place before, not mentionin never heard of that restaurant before but the food there was ok but the prices there were abit too pricey.

I had fun even though Edward and i were only friends and we were only sticking as friends but im glad to have a friend like him and we will still hang out but only as friends. Abit upset that we didnt have much to talk about but im fine so dont worry about me.

Will try to get the pics from Ai Li soon!!!
Thank you for a wonderful and great time and awesome day!!!
Tash :)

We took during IS class, 5 Feb 2009

Ai Li, Darren, Pipit, Kane & me


Bernice, Lynn, Pipit & Syahirah


Darren, Ivy, & me


Darren & me


Darren & Kane




Darren & me


Darren & Xueqing


Deborah & me


Hong Poh, Ai Li, Darren, Pipit, Jiali, me, Deborah & Kane


Ivy & me

Ivy & Pipit


Jiali, Pipit & Annie


Karylan, Darren, Ivy, Pipit, Deborah, Ai Li, Kame & me


Mandie & me


Pipit & Darren


Pipit & me


Pipit & Syahirah


Pipit, Deborah & me



Syahirah & Bernice


Xueqing & Pipit


Xueqing & Darren


Xueqing, Karylan, Pipit & Mandie

I am trying...

Yesterday, i wasnt in the good mood. I was pretty sad earlier on and i didnt want to let affect me in IS but i was wrong. It really did affect me in IS and my butter cake didnt turn out well which made me even worse.

My butter cake was left outside for 15 - 20 minutes and no one wanted to put in for us. When i finished my sponge cake that's when my butter was just put inside and it was Jiali who put in for us.

Then Miss Goh was angry when my butter cake was put in together Jiali one coz hers was already half cook. I was cleaning my table and she came to me and ask me whether i'm from table 10 and i said, "Yes!"

At that moment, i knoew that something was wrong and scold me for putting my butter cake into the same oven as Jiali one and i told her that it wasnt me who put it and it was Jiali who put it in for me.

I didnt want to put the blame one Jiali coz i know that i will feel bad but Jiali said that she will take the blame coz she was at fault and i really felt bad. Miss Goh told Jiali that mine cant put in the same oven as hers coz mine might sink and its not a good thing.

In the end, mine and Mr Song one sank but Edward and Lynn one didnt sink which made me a bit confused for awhile. Then i was thinking that maybe we didnt mix the ingredients properly so that's why it turn out this way.

Everyone else was like, "Wow, whose is that?" I was sooo upset with myself and some of my classmates saw my sad look. Miss Goh said that my group butter cake sank can be either the ingredients not mix properly or we didnt measure the ingredients to the correct amount and also the oven timing.

I didnt blame my partner but i only blame myself coz i let my mood affect me which wasnt a good thing. After class ended, i went to toilet to change into my other set of clothes and i cried coz i wasp pretty upset.

At that moment, i really felt like a failure and i jsut felt like i couldnt take it. It was pretty hard and i felt that letting it out made me feel a little better. During lunch, friends like Pipit & Ai Li were really SUPER caring and comforting. During demo class, friends like Deborah, Siew Koon and Edward were really SUPER caring.

The bset thing was Kane. He was sooo nice that he gave me his butter cakqe to bring home. I really felt that i made the right choice of friends which i am proud to have them. I tried to keep my spirit up and try to be stronger.

Overnight @ Ai Li place

Aili invited us to her house and if some of us wanted to overnight there, we could coz we didnt have the morning class the next day. I met up with Siew Koon and Annie and Bishan station. We went to buy some drinks and tibits and then took the bus number 410G to her place, which was the stop after Thomson Plaza.

When we arrived there, most of the guys were already there and already started playing poker. Aili brought us, girls up to her room and we sat there and chatted while waiting for the others to come. At around 7:30pm, Aili said, *Come lets have dinner*

We all went to the prata house and we had alot of fun there eating, chatting and even taking pictures. After dinner, Siew Koon, Vaan, Deborah and me went to buy liquior at Thomson Plaza, NTUC. We took quite a long time there and in the end the others came too.

After that, Annie, Pipit, Zhao Wen and me went back first coz we were walking in the front and when we turn around, we couldnt find the others so headed back first. Edward and Avian were at the house and waited for the others to come back.

When the others came back some of us decided to play poker while others decided to swim in the swimming pool. Kane has an awesome body and he wears Aili shorts and when hes in the pool, he just look soooo cute!!!

Some of them, couldnt stay longer, so they had to leave. I was watching Vaan, Darreen and Kane playing in the pool when Edward said that he had to leave. I actually, didnt want him to leave and he said *I was here ealier than you* I said, *Cant you like stay longer or maybe overnight?* He was like, *My dad coming to pick me up*

A few hours later, Vaan shouted saying that Edward won 4D and i went to her to see the number and she gave me the phone and the ticket and i was like looking at it and the number look different. I said *Vaan, did you see it properly?* She said that the other ticket was with Edward.

I went up to Aili room and i saw Avian SUPER high and he was laying on the matress with his phone music on. Darren was like listening to his own music and he gave me this drink and think i was cotton blue. I smelled it and it was SUPER strong and after taking 2 sips, i was very high.

Aili called Edward and put it on loudspeaker so that Darren and i could say hi to him. Edward said that he was coming over and most probably sneaking out in order to come. And he came!!!

We decided to shift our game from the living room to Aili room and some of us were playing blackjack. I was super high that i couldnt think and i asked Edward for help. Edward, was really a nice guy and indeed helpful. After playing for a few rounds, Vaan, Siew Koon and Deborah had to go and the remaining of us played In Between.

Playing In Between was pretty ok for me coz not only i didnt have to think much but also the high thingy were going off too.. I asked Edward for another drink and it was soooo sweet of him to get it for me. He is really a nice guy!!!

We also did take some pics and after the game, most of them went to bed. Edward, Zhao Wen, Hong Poh and i didnt sleep. Kane didnt want to sleep in the room so he sleep in the living room on the sofa instead. Hong Poh and Zhao Wen went on the swings while Edward and i were outside the house chatting and he was holing on to me sooo close that i felt that we were like a couple.

Edward also gave me a belated kiss on my right cheek and i really felt soooo close to him. At around 5 plus, Hong Poh and Zhao Wen decided to go to Prata House and have breakfast and they asked us first but we told them that we will come later.

Half an hour later, we decided to go and meet Hong Poh and Zhao Wen and we met them halfway and i was asking Hong Poh whether he could lend me some money fisrt and Hong Poh was sooo sweet and gave me money. Hong Poh also said that he was at the Prata House at 5:45am and when we met each other was 6:22am and what were Edward and i doing? I said that we didnt do anything and that we were only chatting.

Hong Poh didnt want to play gooseberry so Edward and i only went to 7-11 and only i bought a drink coz both of us werent hungry. We were back fast and before going into the house, i got a hug from him and i like it!!!

Hong Poh, Edward and i sat on the other sofa and chatted in the dark while Zhao Wen was at the swings alone lisening to her music. We chatted till 7:45am, Hong Poh went to join Zhao Wen at the swings while Edward and i remain at the balcony and spent some time together.

At around 8am, Edward was feeling a little hungry while i was a little tired so i went to the sofa and lay down and Edward came and join me and i lay on him instead. Laying on him was pretty nice and i one time i heard his heatbeat which was really nice. I love it soooo much that i wish that time would just stop there and not move on..

At 9am, i woke up.. Didnt really got a good sleep. Was jsut resting my eyes. Pipit, Edward, Zhao Wen and i left at 10am coz we had a noon class and i went to Pipit place to shower instead. Pipit place is really nice and her swimming pool is like you feel like jumping in..


Me, Edward & Darren


Me, Edward, Darren & Pipit





Darren kissing Edward and it look like i was also kissing him too




Me, Edward & Darren


Darren & Pipit



Me & Darren


Me & Pipit


Edward & Pipit


Me & Edward







This is pretty cute!!!








*cheese*


OMG!!!! Darren kissing Edward AGAIN!!!









Me & Pipit taken at her place