WHY & IF

I was just listening to the song, Hosanna.. I was also thinking of HIM too.. I sang along with the song.. I almost cried but didn't.. I don't know why..

There were many things that i was thinking about.. There are many things that i not solved yet.. There are so many WHY & IF going through in my head!

Sometimes, when i go to church, Pastor Kong always said, "Those who are backslider or wants to come back, please raise your hand." I didn't raise my hand up even though, i was a backslider.. WHY? I don't know!